season 9 episode 22
i pause it and flip back to the first episode
ready to rewatch
living through the excitement once again
i’ve never seen the last episode of my favorite shows
why would i want them to end?
i always cry on my birthday
i couldn’t tell you why
i’m not an emotional person
i don’t tear up at movies
or old people eating alone
but every october 11th tears well in my eyes
maybe because the year is ending
which means one year closer
to not being a child any longer
i hate highschool
but somehow i don’t want it to be done
i hated 13
but i cried when the clock hit midnight
and a new year of life had begun
i’ve never liked endings
but what i hate even more is new beginnings
so i sit in a loop
once again
same tv show
season 1 episode 1
